its like my life has turned upsidedown totally in 24 hrs...like it had with Joe................

Robert the Swedish Armenian was a catfish, this I know.....  even tho he tried so hard to tell me about his day.  God it hurts.

Shepherd I know I called out to you to give me the desires of my heart..... is this what you brought me so very quickly??  Another Robert??

I am not gonna win the prize package in looks and health and I should not expect a stud muffin in return.....
but we can do this together?   Just I beg of You.....make Him open to You...soften his heart not just to me but to You as well.

ElLois, Thanks for sharing that with me.  DO NOT send him any money EVER!  I know you are not and that you are very aware of it, but I just wanted to validate that and affirm you in the growth that you have made.  Your Shepherd will guide you through this, just keep clinging to Him like you are.  Keep me posted...Sheri

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPjljSC_1XE

Children of the Living God.....Sing to the Living God

Well it was first time we didnt understand each other or that we chose to be afraid of our inner feelings for each other...it scared him...(I think) . . .  but he asked me how i felt and i told him . . .  if you pushed me a little too hard, i would need to admit i am falling in love

then as always God brought a song to me.........................

Well everybody's got a story to tell 
And everybody's got a wound to be healed 
I want to believe there's beauty here 
So, I guess you're tired of holding on 
I can't let go, I can't move on 
I want to believe there's meaning here 

(Chorus) 
How many times have you heard me cry out 
"God please take this"? 
How many times have you given me strength to 
Just keep breathing? 
Oh I need you 
God, I need you now. 

Standing on a road I didn't plan 
Wondering how I got to where I am 
I'm trying to hear that still small voice 
I'm trying to hear above the noise 

Chorus 

Though I walk, though I walk through the shadows 
And I, I am so afraid 
Please stay, please stay right beside me 
With every single step I take 

How many times have you heard me cry out? 
And how many times have you given me strength? 

Chorus 

I need you now 
I need you now


I am satisfied with our first scarey moments

Well, I was definitely in the hallway when Richard came back looking for me.

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encouragement

Thanks Lo. That first Christmas seems like a lifetime ago! Couldn't have done it without you :O) Merry Christmas! 

Tina, Doug, Brandon, Hannah, Faith & Adam