Well it was first time we didnt understand each other or that we chose to be afraid of our inner feelings for each other...it scared him...(I think) . . .  but he asked me how i felt and i told him . . .  if you pushed me a little too hard, i would need to admit i am falling in love

then as always God brought a song to me.........................

Well everybody's got a story to tell 
And everybody's got a wound to be healed 
I want to believe there's beauty here 
So, I guess you're tired of holding on 
I can't let go, I can't move on 
I want to believe there's meaning here 

(Chorus) 
How many times have you heard me cry out 
"God please take this"? 
How many times have you given me strength to 
Just keep breathing? 
Oh I need you 
God, I need you now. 

Standing on a road I didn't plan 
Wondering how I got to where I am 
I'm trying to hear that still small voice 
I'm trying to hear above the noise 

Chorus 

Though I walk, though I walk through the shadows 
And I, I am so afraid 
Please stay, please stay right beside me 
With every single step I take 

How many times have you heard me cry out? 
And how many times have you given me strength? 

Chorus 

I need you now 
I need you now


I am satisfied with our first scarey moments