draw me closer, give me the nourishment I need.
I cannot go on with this pain in my body and in my soul.

I am NOT her slave, I am her daughter with whom she should give as much as she receives.
I am not ready to give her anything but bodily care today for I have nothing left.  Up 2 times with her during the night, very little sleep and I need her to see my pain.  To reference it and to ask for an apology for always taking.

Will I EVER receive it.

Let me drink deep of your love and of your faithfulness to me as your sheep, whom you have rescued.
I am but a sheep longing to feel your care and nourishment.  How?