gratitude, the twin of contentment.
I am not content.  I want so much more for myself.
The lack of companionship makes it hard.
I long for mom, cuase even though I hurt physically and emotionally so much when she was with me, I was unconditonally loved and had her.

She left me when she knew God would take care of me.
That I needed to rest in the Lord and I had Sheri to help.  Now I dont have Sheri like before and I am struggling to find myself and my place.

Being so overwhelmed and with lack of ambition, motivation is so hard.  I roam about more than I have the courage to tackle an easy job.

One thing I am grateful for is the tools Sheri instilled in me mostly that  "He has said in all of your afflictions, He Himself is afflicted. Why? Because He understands! And He loves you!"
I am not sure I could make it through a day without the encouragment of His truth via KLOVE.