Listening to my Shepherd

I am just very tired in my brain, like depression hurts.  I changed my bed last night, am not used to sleeping on my left and I think some back muscles decided to go on revolt.
Quick took a look at the devotional from Mark 10 where James and John request to be seated next to Jesus in Glory.

Read the following:

Isn't it amazing how we can misinterpret what He says? Listening carefully to what God says is important, because if we misunderstand what He is saying, we set ourselves up for disappointment, discouragement, and disillusionment.

So . . . would you be quiet and listen with your eyes on the pages of your Bible? Listen for His still, small voice to whisper to your heart through His Word.

And dashed off to find out my fate at MWWC.  Lots 3# of fat.  That's like 3 butter boxes.
Chol and Trigs high as normal.  Still having issues with Creat, like mum did.  Wrote Dizadji and will get stuff to Scheeler.  Gonna decrease Lisinopril to 20 for B/P and postural hypotension.

At home I text Cheryl.  Molly is getting separated; cant remember which one that is, but if Ben's wife, am not surprised.  He was crass and shameless flirting with young ones when I was at their house.
So she will move in with Cheryl and Larry.  I told her God knew and provided a basement half finished.

He is jealous for me, loves like a hurricane, music in the back ground . . . .

*****He is jealous for me 
*****Loves like a hurricane 
I am a tree
*****Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy

When all of a sudden
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
And I realize just how beautiful You are
And how great Your affections are for me

And oh, how He loves us so
Oh how He loves us
How He loves us all
Yeah, He loves us
Oh how He loves us
Oh how He loves us
Oh how He loves

And we are His portion and 
He is our prize 
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes 
If His grace is an ocean, we're all sinking 
And Heaven meets Earth like an unforeseen kiss 
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest

I don't have time to maintain these regrets When I think about, the way...

I hope Molly knows this !  Jesus allow her to see this?

I need to go to my secret place, maybe fall a sleep for a bit.