Saturday, July 27, 2013

wandering about....

I almost gave him my sheep (brown and white one).... what a sham that would have been....

I have been up for 6 hours now and all I seem to do is wonder about the house...
getting ready for my shower but never taking it....
setting out my clothes but knowing I wont get dresses....
cleaning out a jewelry box, not knowing if I should keep it or not....
eating fish for breakfast and black coffee with whipping cream cause I have no eggs or milk....

just longing for my "daddy".........
longing for companionship....
longing for my mum.....

wanting to meet my Shepherd, but just not going to my place to meet Him....

writing email just to pass the time of day, conversing with my freind....but knowing its not the same...
dinking on CM hoping to find "him" like a magic remedy....

I think I will go back to bed.........

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