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"When you feel like youre alone in your sadness and it seems like no one in this world cares....
and you want to get away from the madness...
you call my name, i'll be there...
....its been so long since you felt like you were loved so what went wrong...
you know there is a place where you belong, in my arms....
Call my name, say it now
I want you to never doubt the love I have for you is so alive."

Sjeri really wants me to learn how to rech out for jesus and KNOW his love..... I told her I have a hard time.
"It's a journey....."

I told her I picture the Shepherd over there under the tree with his staff and the sheep grazing and all he and I do is look at each other, desiring, from my spot on top of the hill..... up yonder.

"I cannot reach him"
He will reach out for you........"  I must continue to go to him, cry out for him in my sadness and weariness, seek him...... it is a journey to feel the love i know is there. 

There is an 18 in seperation between my heart and head.......what I feeel and what I know.