Princess

I went looking for Priny again...over in the woods east of the condo's and posted about 4 houses and talked with 2 older men.  The man on his lawnmower says to me...  "I shouldn't tell you this..." he could see i was near crying but he says that there was a hawk that dumped animal remains in his yard...intestines and a tail, half the size of his baby finger, blackish fur.  He was sensitively kind when he told me.  I walked through the woods anyway...crying. Calling for Princess.

I will not shut my "screen" door...and I asked God for a sign....if the hawk ate her, please show me the hawk.  ???

I want to drink all day and shut off my feelings