yesterday I realized that Feb 22 and May 22 are the deaths of Dad and Mum respectively......
will go to funerals home and put makeup on mom today..... am sort of nervous about it....but tis mom's wish
Steven arrived yesterday by suppertime and twas a good evening with all of them.
amelia gave me the sweetest gentlest hug i could have dreamed of .......
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Friday, May 20, 2011
toBev Streit <bushbevi@yahoo.com>,
Chuck and Ruth <hartski47@yahoo.com>,
Jonathan Couture <jacouture@woh.rr.com>,
"Larry & Bernie Betts Sr." <l2betts2@hughes.net>,
Mark and Jan Olander <mjolander@aimint.net>,
Mary Papke <mbpapke6@comcast.net>,
Mollie Couture <mrscouture1@frontier.com>,
"Mrs. Powell" <powell-ml@juno.com>,
Verna <verna@hardwoodcafe.com>,
Carl's Mary <madirkse@comcast.net>,
Susan Ireta <sladan913@aol.com>,
Joe Moore <yourmysacrafice@hotmail.com>
dateFri, May 20, 2011 at 9:03 PM
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I want to thank all of you for the ministry you have had in mom's life over the years.
I am writing to tell you that mom's death is imminate, it wont be long. She is ready and all of us kids have told her we are ready to let her go. No more suffering and no more pain, that we want her with the Lord as much as she wishes to see Him.
If you wish to send flowers or gifts of any sort..... we are establishing a memorial of love gifts to be presented to Moody Bible Instituate for the financially needy international students.
Please forward this message to anyone who you know would want to know about mom's passing. I will write a brief note when she does pass.
Persoanlly, I want to let all of you know that mom has fondly spoken of all of you and I have so much appreciated the correspondence with you in regards to keeping you up on mom's condition.
It has also been an incredible priviloedge to have been by mom's side for the last 2 years. I have been truly blessed.
Into God's hands I have placed her life.....
ElLois
Chuck and Ruth <hartski47@yahoo.com>,
Jonathan Couture <jacouture@woh.rr.com>,
"Larry & Bernie Betts Sr." <l2betts2@hughes.net>,
Mark and Jan Olander <mjolander@aimint.net>,
Mary Papke <mbpapke6@comcast.net>,
Mollie Couture <mrscouture1@frontier.com>,
"Mrs. Powell" <powell-ml@juno.com>,
Verna <verna@hardwoodcafe.com>,
Carl's Mary <madirkse@comcast.net>,
Susan Ireta <sladan913@aol.com>,
Joe Moore <yourmysacrafice@hotmail.com>
dateFri, May 20, 2011 at 9:03 PM
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hide details 9:03 PM (1 minute ago)
I want to thank all of you for the ministry you have had in mom's life over the years.
I am writing to tell you that mom's death is imminate, it wont be long. She is ready and all of us kids have told her we are ready to let her go. No more suffering and no more pain, that we want her with the Lord as much as she wishes to see Him.
If you wish to send flowers or gifts of any sort..... we are establishing a memorial of love gifts to be presented to Moody Bible Instituate for the financially needy international students.
Please forward this message to anyone who you know would want to know about mom's passing. I will write a brief note when she does pass.
Persoanlly, I want to let all of you know that mom has fondly spoken of all of you and I have so much appreciated the correspondence with you in regards to keeping you up on mom's condition.
It has also been an incredible priviloedge to have been by mom's side for the last 2 years. I have been truly blessed.
Into God's hands I have placed her life.....
ElLois
Sheri,
I did NOT do well at the bank nor in understanding the attorney with mnom's affairs. I am overwhelmed with what is to be done and the instructions given me. I fell apart at the bank.
I came home and told mom that I was proud to be her daughter and that I am proud to know she believed in me (in re to POA) and that if she was ready to go, I was too and know that I will make her and Dad proud of me. Steve told her yesterday that he would take care of me and she need not owrry about me.
I am so emotionally and physically exhausted....I took 2 klonopin and when Bec gets here will take a nap.. ...... after I return to the bank and draw some money out.
I almostt called you in my overwhelmed panic but called upon my Lord to hold me and make me calm in His mercy and grace.
I am ok just so tired (exhausted) of emoting and being overwhelmed.
Unless mom chooses to hold on, for whatever reason, I think she will pass over the weekend.
If I cannot handle any more, I will call you.
I did NOT do well at the bank nor in understanding the attorney with mnom's affairs. I am overwhelmed with what is to be done and the instructions given me. I fell apart at the bank.
I came home and told mom that I was proud to be her daughter and that I am proud to know she believed in me (in re to POA) and that if she was ready to go, I was too and know that I will make her and Dad proud of me. Steve told her yesterday that he would take care of me and she need not owrry about me.
I am so emotionally and physically exhausted....I took 2 klonopin and when Bec gets here will take a nap.. ...... after I return to the bank and draw some money out.
I almostt called you in my overwhelmed panic but called upon my Lord to hold me and make me calm in His mercy and grace.
I am ok just so tired (exhausted) of emoting and being overwhelmed.
Unless mom chooses to hold on, for whatever reason, I think she will pass over the weekend.
If I cannot handle any more, I will call you.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
dearest Mary.....
It has been 2 full and busy days with one left....... I realized I had NOT put into effect somethings in mom's TRUST.....
I contacted the attorney and the financial lady..... both of which helped realize what I specifically needed to do and by tomorrow afternoon I will have all things done.
The hospice nurse is putting mum on a "daily watch" as she feels, after todays visit, she will pass as soon as I tell mum I am finished, she knows I have done what I needed as pr her wish and I will be ok.
Steve (brother in MI) told mum today he will make sure I am taken care of and that he loved me and would help me in any way he could....... he wanted mum to know that.
I cannot tell mum I am ready for her to pass until tomorrow evening and at that point I hope she realizes I truly have done as she has desired and give her peace .....and if it were her waiting for me to let go.... I am ready.
Sister Becky has been very supportive in the last week and did tell me today when she stopped briefly that I have done a great job with mom and she is sorry I have not heard it before today.
My therapist told me I have really attached to mum in a way that I did not expect to and it will be difficult for me to be not so dependent on anyone after she is gone....... when mom was "alone" after dad passed, she kept herself very busy (and bossy.....*smiles) ....... that is not my personality......so being ready not to care for anyone is gonna be difficult.
am going to cry with my head between His shoulders.
It has been 2 full and busy days with one left....... I realized I had NOT put into effect somethings in mom's TRUST.....
I contacted the attorney and the financial lady..... both of which helped realize what I specifically needed to do and by tomorrow afternoon I will have all things done.
The hospice nurse is putting mum on a "daily watch" as she feels, after todays visit, she will pass as soon as I tell mum I am finished, she knows I have done what I needed as pr her wish and I will be ok.
Steve (brother in MI) told mum today he will make sure I am taken care of and that he loved me and would help me in any way he could....... he wanted mum to know that.
I cannot tell mum I am ready for her to pass until tomorrow evening and at that point I hope she realizes I truly have done as she has desired and give her peace .....and if it were her waiting for me to let go.... I am ready.
Sister Becky has been very supportive in the last week and did tell me today when she stopped briefly that I have done a great job with mom and she is sorry I have not heard it before today.
My therapist told me I have really attached to mum in a way that I did not expect to and it will be difficult for me to be not so dependent on anyone after she is gone....... when mom was "alone" after dad passed, she kept herself very busy (and bossy.....*smiles) ....... that is not my personality......so being ready not to care for anyone is gonna be difficult.
am going to cry with my head between His shoulders.
Centering Your Heart
Psalm 73:23-28
"I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him..."
(PHILIPPIANS 3:10)
We hear a lot these days about achieving balance in our lives. We know we need to prioritize our long lists of commitments, but often we end up feeling like the circus performer who keeps adding more and more spinning plates on sticks in the air above his head.
Have you been caught up in life's balancing act? The "god of balance" only gives an illusion of satisfaction and control. Peace and contentment are lost in the hustle and bustle, leaving our spirits empty as we fly exhausted from one responsibility to the next.
A recent church bulletin posed this thought: "Suppose the goal is not a balanced life, but a centered life, one that is faithful to God in everything we do….where God is the center…"
Let your busy-ness go, starting over again by allowing God to fill your heart with Himself. Then, by His grace, you'll stop spinning in circles and will revolve instead around the Bible and its Living Word, Jesus. Watch Him lovingly transform your perspective each day.
Psalm 73:23-28
"I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him..."
(PHILIPPIANS 3:10)
We hear a lot these days about achieving balance in our lives. We know we need to prioritize our long lists of commitments, but often we end up feeling like the circus performer who keeps adding more and more spinning plates on sticks in the air above his head.
Have you been caught up in life's balancing act? The "god of balance" only gives an illusion of satisfaction and control. Peace and contentment are lost in the hustle and bustle, leaving our spirits empty as we fly exhausted from one responsibility to the next.
A recent church bulletin posed this thought: "Suppose the goal is not a balanced life, but a centered life, one that is faithful to God in everything we do….where God is the center…"
Let your busy-ness go, starting over again by allowing God to fill your heart with Himself. Then, by His grace, you'll stop spinning in circles and will revolve instead around the Bible and its Living Word, Jesus. Watch Him lovingly transform your perspective each day.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
"Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him, for he shields him all day long, and the one the Lord loves rests between his shoulders."
(DEUTERONOMY 33:12)
The circumstances of life change frequently. The economy may and does fluctuate. Wars may escalate and devastate. A loved one may sicken or die. There may be a drought or a flood. Insecurity is everywhere!
However dire the events around us, as Christians we know that these are not happenstance. God is always in control. Our hearts can rest secure in Him, knowing He is working in our circumstances with a plan for our good and not for our harm (Jeremiah 29:11). We can trust His never-failing promises to be our Rock, our Fortress, and our Salvation.
Secure hearts give thanks to their Maker for trouble as well as for blessing. The apostle Paul, having suffered many trying circumstances for the gospel, urges us to do just that, because this is God's will for us in Jesus (1 Thessalonians 5:16).
Are you experiencing a difficulty today? Thank God right now for that problem, and put it in His all-powerful hands. Leave it there knowing our God reigns.
(DEUTERONOMY 33:12)
The circumstances of life change frequently. The economy may and does fluctuate. Wars may escalate and devastate. A loved one may sicken or die. There may be a drought or a flood. Insecurity is everywhere!
However dire the events around us, as Christians we know that these are not happenstance. God is always in control. Our hearts can rest secure in Him, knowing He is working in our circumstances with a plan for our good and not for our harm (Jeremiah 29:11). We can trust His never-failing promises to be our Rock, our Fortress, and our Salvation.
Secure hearts give thanks to their Maker for trouble as well as for blessing. The apostle Paul, having suffered many trying circumstances for the gospel, urges us to do just that, because this is God's will for us in Jesus (1 Thessalonians 5:16).
Are you experiencing a difficulty today? Thank God right now for that problem, and put it in His all-powerful hands. Leave it there knowing our God reigns.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
"There they were, overwhelmed with dread, where there was nothing to dread."
(PSALM 53:5)
These irrational fears became a very real spiritual battle for me.
They were replaced by confidence in God's ability NOT MINE to watchover me.
indeed help me !! guide me !!
help me not be overwhelmed !! see things as a step at a time !!
Is there a fear lurking in your heart, something perhaps you are even afraid or ashamed to admit? We can trust our heavenly Father, the God of all comfort (2 Corinthians 1:3), to relieve those fears. When we make God our refuge, He promises to command angels to guard us. He draws near to us through Jesus. The Holy Spirit, our Comforter, settles our fearful hearts.
(PSALM 53:5)
These irrational fears became a very real spiritual battle for me.
They were replaced by confidence in God's ability NOT MINE to watch
indeed help me !! guide me !!
help me not be overwhelmed !! see things as a step at a time !!
Is there a fear lurking in your heart, something perhaps you are even afraid or ashamed to admit? We can trust our heavenly Father, the God of all comfort (2 Corinthians 1:3), to relieve those fears. When we make God our refuge, He promises to command angels to guard us. He draws near to us through Jesus. The Holy Spirit, our Comforter, settles our fearful hearts.
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