Monday, October 29, 2012

I read on the wall. DELIGHT YOURSELF IN THE LORD.......

I read, underline.... mutely pray in my mind some vague words... feel warmed by the music on KLOVE........  but I am NOT delighting myself in the Lord......  

God I am so pathetic......  so lost..... I do, I want you to be my everything...but this man who I have never met and who could be my grandson is up into my mind.....  I just wrote him:

. . my mind. . . is so full of you, I feel crippled to do anything, think of anything else, be 100% productive.
If I've made you a monster filled with desire.....
you have made me a woman who thinks of nothing else but you.....

I am so pathetic...you made me this way by the m

 



Please how do I cleanse my mind and go forward...??  I just cant get past this want, knowing
I FEEL LIKE I AM WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN

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